So, I heard on NPR the other night about a Doctor who is trying to use all the medical and health data available and mapping it with such things as proximity to pesticide, use and abuse of various drugs, proximity to various chemical plants and industries. He’s already beginning to see some very interesting patterns. As when a pharmaceutical company changes the composition of one of its drugs. This may correlate to significantly more or fewer deaths in areas with its use. By cross-referencing with other drugs and/or remedies the results may prove significant. Wonder how long he’ll last?
Another interesting medical tidbit came up when a doctor started looking into “spontaneous remission”, many thousand examples of which go uninvestigated. So, if a patient has gotten off the chemo and radiation and uses herbal supplements and dietary changes and changes of lifestyle and the cancer goes away, the medical profession doesn’t bother to look at it! Well, finally a doctor has! She’s finding many characteristics which seem to be at the core of many of these remissions. Again, an analysis of patterns.
As we develop and use these new technologies, and ways of collating data, we are beginning to see patterns that many of us suspected have been true for a long time. The ones mentioned above are directly involved with the medical field but, I suspect we’re going to see more and more of these patterns emerging. What I’m trying to do is to give us a way to look at these patterns in a different light. A more intuitive way to see our Universe.
I was discharged from the Air Force in 1971. I was stationed in San Angelo, TX and decided to stay in Texas for the then foreseeable future. We had friends living in San Antonio and I was trying to see if I could get employment there. I finally landed a job working with Tobin Research creating maps from aerial photographs. We had a very odd work schedule, we worked nights for one week then switch to days the following week which gave us a long weekend every other week, from 3 o’clock on Friday until 3 o’clock on Monday. So I would stay in San Antonio, working until Friday afternoon. As I left the car with my wife in San Angelo, it required me hitchhiking or taking the bus the approximately 250 miles from San Antonio San Angelo. I would get to San Angelo sometime Friday night and turnaround Saturday morning and drive myself, my wife, and our one-year-old infant son back to San Antonio to look for an apartment. On Sunday we would drive back to San Angelo and, either Sunday night or Monday, I would hitchhike back to San Antonio, logging about 1000 miles per weekend.
It was an interesting period and I got to see much of Texas especially the Permian basin. We finally relocated to San Antonio in the following fall and I started a course in Architecture at San Antonio College where I spent the next two years. Having just spent nine months studying Serbo-Croatian at the Defense Language Institute in Monterey CA where we had six hours a day of classes and four hours of homework. I knew how to study!
We spent a lot of time visiting Austin, San Marcos and much of the hill country. I then got a job with Dow Chemical writing a newsletter for their Styrene Division in Lake Jackson TX. We spent an interesting seven years down there including having a second child and having the opportunity to fire Dr. Ron Paul (yes the Ron Paul) for his callous attitude towards his patients. He seemed more interested in making money than performing a service but that’s another story.
I worked as a model builder designing chemical plants and one week we decided to take a vacation in Mexico city. We didn’t realize that it was Holy Week and the city was quite shut down which probably made for a nicer stay. I tried looking for work down there for the next year and, after having given up and devoting my time to the house, a friend placed an ad from the newspaper on my desk:
Model Builders wanted for Mexico City contract. And the phone number.
Two weeks after that day, I stepped foot in Mexico City to start my new job. We had rented out the house, sold one of the cars and put all of our furniture in storage. When we told Adrian’s teachers we were going the Mexico City one of them told us he would get more education living in a foreign country then he would out of third grade in Texas.
After a year in Mexico City which we tried to extend, we returned to Texas in the Houston area where I worked for several years for CE Lummus, a major engineering firm, again building models of chemical plants, the job I truly enjoyed.
I was brought up Catholic; first Baptism, then Communion, finally Confirmation, the whole 9 yards… Or is that just the first three? Anyway, I found that defending my Catholicism was tough work but I did it through high school and then; I got to college.
In my first weeks and months of a required Civilization course, I began to realize there were a lot of religions out there; some saying the same things, some different things, than what I had been taught. Being an impetuous 19 year old, I basically rejected everything I’d been taught about religion and discarded the concept completely… For a long while. Then I discovered the “Scientific Method” and started all over.
Now, when I say “Scientific Method” I don’t mean science per se but a rigorous methodology that I apply to everything. This basically has three components. Every time I run across a new concept, I apply these three rules.
Does it violate anything I know to be “true?”
Does it add any detail not previously considered?
Can it be used to predict something not previously predictable?
If the concept meets these criteria, I add it to the “New Theories” and keep testing it. The more it’s tested, and the more it stands up to the testing, the more likely I am to accept it as a “Rule.”
I spent a good portion of my life applying this “methodology” to the concept of religion and here’s what I’ve gotten so far:
I believe that we choose to come into this physical reality, our three-dimensional world, if you will, to experience “Life.” To experience pain and suffering, loss and gain, love, materialism, poverty, all aspects of living. This is how we develop as individuals.
Now, we choose this existence from a “higher-level”; a greater dimension which we can’t comprehend but, where we experience all of the “lives” we have chosen to live. You may call it; Heaven, or God or Nirvana. At such a point that we are satisfied, we may choose to stay in this higher realm as fully developed “souls.” This soul is the continuous part of our existence and keeps evolving over time, or at least what we perceive as time.
I don’t need commandments handed to me on a stone tablet. I believe we develop all of our moral rules based on our experiences. But, then again, if that image helps you understand our universe better, who am I to contradict you? And, I would hope you pay me the same courtesy.
As I progress through the last third of my life, I find that this concept helps me greatly when I think about crossing that “Final Threshold.” I see this as the final test as I predict my return to a higher dimension.
I’ll try to get back to you on that.
At last, we have reached the final resolution to this rant.
I woke up Tuesday morning fully convinced that we didn’t have a ride to VA. Stephanie, my social worker through Home-Based Healthcare, was the only one to call back and she said she would try to get something done but, would not be in the office on Tuesday. Transportation said we were not on the schedule so Jenn and I decided to venture out and take the train. The mile or so trip across South campus might present quite a challenge. Even though it’s all very wheelchair friendly it’s sometimes difficult to know the routes the first time. We even speculated that the van may show up at 12 o’ clock but, we had to leave by 11:30 if we were going to make it by train.
The chair did okay down Allen Street albeit a bit rough, and just as we were about to get into the subway tunnel we got a call from Adrian; sure enough the van had shown up at the house. We told the guy where we were and he picked us up at the entrance to the station and got us to VA about 12:30; plenty of time for our 1 o’clock appointment. The doctor didn’t show up until 1:30 and we had a great talk. We talked about some realistic goals but, when Jenn asked about a follow-up appointment he told us he was booked up for six months! I noticed he didn’t have any form of ID. The only reference I had for him came from the woman at the front desk who I’ve known for several years who said, ” ‘Dat Dr. Lecter, he da bes’.” He may have been a janitor but, he had an English accent; I always believe anybody with an English accent.
I also got to the optometrist; a necessary and fruitful stop, and got my glasses adjusted. Seems to be working. We did, however, manage to miss the Barber when we found out at 2:15 PM that our 2:30 PM appointment for an SCI follow-up had been confirmed by mistake and really had been canceled. Yeah, you’re probably as confused as I was. So, after optometry we got to the Barber at 2:58 PM to be greeted by a sign saying the hours were till 3 PM. Go figure!
We managed to get a relatively quick van ride back to the house but there were two of us in wheelchairs and I was in an uncomfortable position which I was unable to correct easily. Every time we had a major bump I felt like I was getting thrown out of the chair and bounced on my tailbone!
All in all it was a great trip and answered several questions. I’m sure the next trip will be much easier. We’ll see.
With many thanks to my benefactor, Richard Ball, I am enjoying my new desktop computer. A perfect mix between laptop and tablet. A touchscreen desktop with Windows 8 and Dragon Naturally Speaking 12.5. This is a $1500 laptop with eight gig of memory. It’s a refurbished Dell we got for $700.
The 18 inch screen makes me feel like I’m in an IMAX! The on-screen keyboard is by far the biggest and easiest to use that I’ve had. I can already see how much better Dragon is working on this computer. Other than to get the font to remain from paragraph to paragraph, I have not had to make a correction yet. If I’m watching something on Netflix I can kick back and watch it from 3 feet away. Multiple screens make it much easier for me to watch what I’m writing and to still have the help guide open on the screen. I have been using it for less than a half-hour and I think I’m in love!
Was actually out in the sun today and yesterday for a total of about two or three hours. I needed that! Had my shirt off and everything. I’ll take what I can get. I have had so many ideas churning around in my head that I hardly know where to start but I’ll give it a shot.
The Issues with the Veterans Administration have become very clear to me and I will devote an essay to them in the near future if for no other reason than to not have to repeat it endlessly to bureaucrat after bureaucrat. I am dealing with five or six different agencies and about 15 people. I sometimes wonder if there not all sitting in one room and saying to each other, “Who should we pass him to next?” with chuckling in the background.
Our most urgent need though, is for Adrian’s back pay. My son Adrian was told that the VA would pay him $210 a week for taking care of me and for which he has been submitting time cards for the last seven months. After wrangling for six months with the VA pay office, we were told the money has been grabbed by Sallie Mae, the federal student loan gang. Of course, Sallie Mae is only supposed to take 15% of wages, which these were, but since it was a lump sum, retroactive payment, they may have thought it was an IRS refund. Well, guess who’s screwed? The VA now owes Adrian over $7000, which would more than catch us up with all of our debt issues, including a pending foreclosure notice on the home I was counting on for my “old age”. And I find it fascinating, in a very macabre fashion, when I hear billionaires complaining when the $100 million dollars they pass to their kids is reduced by $30 million in taxes. I am empathic to a fault but, I have trouble relating.
I had an appointment with a gastroenterologist last month but someone forgot to put in a request for transportation so we missed the appointment. I am trying to ensure that the same doesn’t happen for my appointment with a neurologist on July 15. I’ve been waiting over a year for this one. In all this time I have never spoken to a neurologist or received a prognosis other than vague generalities.
After stumbling along for a year with the Paralyzed Veterans of America, we have determined that my DD 214 discharge papers have been lost by the National Archives and my claim has been denied. So, now we have to submit another lengthy questionnaire to try to ascertain the location of my records.
My application for paratransit services, to be able to get reasonably priced van trips, has been denied because my occupational therapist accidentally put 53 inches for the depth of my chair (it’s really 48) but I have to get another occupational therapist to fill out the same application again! Are we sensing a pattern here?
Now, each of these organizations has several layers of bureaucracy; many of them have social workers within their own organizations and numerous representatives and secretaries none of whom call back!
At the moment, I have the house listed with a realtor. I’m going to see if I can sell it and get back down to Costa Rica, ASAP. Let’s see what happens.
I am very encouraged by this new computer and the way Dragon is working. I’m looking forward to getting out some more material soon. I can’t help but wonder why VA doesn’t have decent IT people to help make the best use of the technology we have available. I am very fortunate to have a good level of IT skills, myself, and Adrian is very well-versed in computer technology. For me it’s a doorway I can pass through and leave my body behind.
Thank you, Richard!
Spending a year up here in the frozen North has given me a new perspective (like I really needed another one). Basically I’m confined to a powered wheelchair with limited use of my arms and hands which makes working a computer quite a challenge.
It has given me a lot of time to think, and I’ve been inventorying my assets and trying to determine the direction I need to take moving forward.
I have finally gotten Dragon NaturallySpeaking (speech to text software) installed on a computer that appears to be working. My brain has been impacted for a year and Dragon is the dig-stim, if you catch my drift. Don’t stand too close!
Now, one of the things I would like to accomplish is the establishment of A Center for Synergetic Development; a node on a network, in order for us to proceed further with our exploration into the evolution of our species and our Universe. So far, I’ve found the perfect place and, after a brief respite, I am eager to get started. I’ve been living in Costa Rica for the past two years and have found what appears to be the perfect combination of resources, climate, culture, attitude and community. Hey, it’s not for everybody but it’s perfect for me. And in today’s electronic era, location is becoming less and less important. Having spent a real nasty winter in Buffalo New York, I’m ready for the tropics. Unfortunately, I have to be set up a little better before I can return. I suspect I’ll see a lot more progress once warm weather gets here… If it gets here!
Now, during this little hiatus, I did a good bit of reading and studying and, through a mutual friend, I got interested in the work of Thomas H Greco, a proponent of cashless societies and a real visionary when it comes to the state of money in the world. His latest book The End of Money and the Future of Civilization was nothing less than inspirational and, in light of some of the latest news from around the globe, it appears to be just in time.
Hopefully, I’ll get more proficient with this software (it took me 16 hours get this post up). I also hope to spend some time getting the site organized a little better. Any feedback would be appreciated. I haven’t quite figured out how to get the slider working properly on the home page, still working on it. Maybe we can shed light on the question, “Who is John Galt?” And where is Galt’s Gulch anyway?
When we view today
Through tomorrow’s foggy lens,
It all looks diff’rent
So, I have had another rough weekend. Having set up both computers and had both new headsets working last weekend, one computer shit the bed and the other computer isn’t working right with either headset. I have a real love hate relationship with technology!
However, I did have my collar removed last week and that was a real breakthrough! It actually looks like I have a neck. Not to mention the fact that I can actually see things without twisting my whole body. It’s a great relief! It’s also a great advantage for many motions and greatly helps my balance. I can almost roll enough to sit up in bed or go from a sitting position to lying down. It’s amazing what you take for granted until something like this happens. Keep in mind such simple things as; taking a shower, brushing my teeth, combing my hair are all impossible at the moment and I need someone else to do it for me. Talk about a pain in the ass. To have to call a nurse to turn on the TV or change the channel, turn on the radio, insert a catheter when you have to pee or put you in a chair to put you over the commode when you have to have a bowel movement. Oh yeah, it’s that bad!
Now, I’m on a floor for Spinal Cord Injuries and Rehab but most of the rehab is for hip and knee replacements or amputations and they are here for two or three weeks and released. I’ve been here for three months and watched many people come and go. The nurses consider me one of the family and tend to take very good care of me. So that’s a real plus! I’m still trying to get a door installed in the house so we get the lift put in so I can get back to Buffalo. I think I’ll be much more comfortable there and I’m looking forward to the move. We’ll see how it goes.
For those of you who are interested I have posted some details concerning where I’ve been for the last few months and my new journey as a quadriplegic . I plan to keep it updated via posts so stay tuned.
For those of you who don’t know me from other social media, I will update my status. While living in Costa Rica I suffered life changing the accident.
After consuming a large quantity of Costa Rican rum, and walking back to my cabina, I stepped over my dog, slipped on a wet bathroom floor and wound up in the corner of my shower with my head pinned to my chin for 10 hours, until my neighbor discovered me at 8:00 AM.
I suffered major cervical trauma to my C2 to C6 vertebrae. I had to return to the United States for a laminectomy surgery as I was paralyzed from the neck down. This has left me with very limited use of my arms and legs. In fact, I am writing this using speech recognition software. The prognosis is sketchy and I’m not sure exactly how much mobility I’ll get back. Stephen W Hawking has gone from my hero to my inspiration. My brain is the only muscle that hasn’t suffered major atrophy, and my limited use of the Internet has been a source of great consternation. As a matter of fact, I have had no Internet access for almost eight weeks. Now that’s hell!
I’m back now and hope to get caught up. I’m still learning how to use this voice to text software. I’m in a VA hospital for rehab for my surgery but should be returning to my house in Buffalo in a few weeks, and to my home in Costa Rica in January. We’ll see how it goes.
All this has given me a new perspective, to say the least, and I am going to try to impart some of this perspective to you in this blog. So bear with me as I navigate this new world from a motorized wheelchair. It could be very interesting.